Today is my mother’s birthday, and the first of many reminders that she’s no longer here. This whole ordeal still doesn’t feel real to me, and I’m scared that it my never quite feel that way.
But then again, I’m not quite sure how it should feel.
Monday I start work again, trying to get into the regular rhythm of things. I really don’t want to do it. Hell, I’d rather hide in my room for the rest of the year, but I know that can’t happen.
On the positive side of things, I should update my journal more frenquently once I start working again. THat’s when I did most of my writing anyway. ^_^
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