There are times in my life when I wonder if I’m really just stupid enough to keep falling for the cruel little traps that have been left out in plain sight, or if god is just being malicious so he can get a few good laughs, just like Lucy with her football.
Yesterday was one of those times.
I spent the whole day sulking about things which I shouldn’t of. Yelling at myself, my house, my television, and anything else that couldn’t talk back. I was stuck in a perpetual cycle of self-pity, sorrow, rage, and depression. It even invaded my sleep as my brain just kept turning the pages in a never ending book, keeping me staring at the ceiling for most of the night instead of the insides of my eyelids.
In hindsight I think I should of just taken a few extra-deep breaths and had a nice cup of tea to relax. Live and learn, I guess.
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