Archive for April, 2005

First annual personal trending report

Saturday, April 23rd, 2005

Today begins year number twenty-eight for me here on earth. Some part inside feels a little shocked I’ve lasted this long. The flow of words to the blog and the journal have shifted as of late to the background, all in an attempt to keep up with the ever quickening pace of life and the supporting thereof. A sad fact to be sure. Considering the constraints on my time, maybe having a roadmap of some kind will help make sure I don’t waste too much of it. Here are the best guestimates of what the next year holds for your intrepid author:

  • The amount of road trips this year will increase, but I still won’t get across the Mississippi at any point. At least three camping trips, one North Carolina jaunt and two festival appearances have been confirmed already. Still, the majority are just the same old places I’ve already been to. Plans to save for more extravagant travel locations are already under way.
  • I’ll continue to struggle with my bank account as I try to establish myself as a quality freelancer. Creek Bed Industries (and the clients thereof) will drain my time and energy all in the pursuit of a noble cause. Time for my side projects will directly effect my income, so sacrifices will have to be made on both sides of the razor.
  • The small community of friends I’ve started to build in the city will grow, slowly but surely. They are great so far: suportive, fun and ambitious as anything. I should pick up a few good habits along the way, and I hope to impart some of my bad ones upon them.
  • More time and effort will be given to writing fiction and non-fictional fiction. It’s already begun somewhere in secret. I don’t know what form it will finally take, nor have I decided where this tale will go. The subject matter will draw upon all of my life experiences, including the darker, juicer and at time illegal things I’ve seen and done. For that reason alone all the names will be changed and the details may be fudged for effect. I’m still debating wether I’ll attach my real name to this or give myself a pen name.
  • I will go out to one of the riverside parks in Hoboken with all those paints I had to buy for the School of Visual Arts and actually try to paint what I see. Might as well put that investment to some kind of use. Besides, I could use some more wall coverings for my apartment.

I’ll let you know how it goes.

Big city night shifters

Friday, April 15th, 2005

Is it the city that never sleeps, or just the people in and around it? Since moving to my lovely crash pad on the banks of the Hudson, I’ve noticed the number of late night work sessions have increased exponentially. About two hours ago I used some time I had on hand to catch up on emails. I don’t usually expect to get a response within minutes of the mailing. I mean, most of the people I know are either out enjoying their lives or resting up for the day ahead at that hour.

As of late thought, I’m catching a few more rapid responders who seem to be on the same slanted schedule as I am. Well, at least partially — I have never met anyone who actually takes the same kind of sick pleasure I get plowing through a 36-hour day. Maybe it’s the web industry in general. Maybe it’s the city. Who’s to say.

Well, break time is over. Back to salt mines.

Get perpendicular!

Wednesday, April 13th, 2005

Hitachi has found a way to pack more storage space into hard drives so you can carry around more of your music and what nots, but instead of the usual stale and dry white paper on how they pulled off this feat, they decided to do a Schoolhouse Rocks! style animation.

Don’t blame me if you get the cheesy song stuck in your head — I’m only the messenger here.

Victim and observers, city life in a nutshell

Sunday, April 10th, 2005

BrooklynVegan shares one of those freakier than fiction moments as he encounters a body in the road during his night on the town. Don’t worry — this tale has about as decent of an ending as one could expect.

I’ve seen some strange things before, but nothing to this degree. About the closest I’ve come is being on a train that ran over someone and he survived without a scratch.

The Saturday evening sacrifice

Saturday, April 9th, 2005

Question: Can you consider your quality of life good if you’re always working? Kind of hard to enjoy the life around you when you’re always sitting around, head buried in work — my Saturday night in a shell for this weekend, and far too many like it to count in this year. Then again, I did kind of ask for this when I decided to try and build a business of my own. Now if it would just start paying equal wage for time served.

One thing I did manage to find time to do in the winter just past was put away a book or two, including Microserfs (read some of it here). Douglas Copland has yet to disappoint me, but maybe it hit a stronger chord with me because I can relate to the characters as they are in the beginning of the book. Same kind of mentality — work is life, because they have no life to speak of. I feel very much like one of the peripheral characters while trying to graduate to the central role.

I’m not content with things at the moment. The ratios of need to be tweaked to include more socializing, or at least some damn motivation. Even when I do venture into the void I usually keep to myself. It’s almost like I’ve become more isolated the further into urban living I’ve gotten, which is certainly not how it was advertised to me. Ignorant suburban kid syndrome maybe? Maybe having the solo crash pad is just reenforcing antisocial behavior? I’ve come a long way, but there is still miles to go.

Tomorrow I drop a year’s worth of receipts onto my accountant and meet up with an old acquaintance in our regular venue in Belmar. Her call some months ago was just as unexpected as the apology she gave me. Why am I even doing this? Chalk it up to curiosity. I was in her mind enough to have her get a phone number from our mutual friend, for her to make that awkward phone call. Maybe some maturity has set in. I go into the meeting with a clean mind and zero expectations except to have a good cup of coffee. Everything beyond that is a bonus.

Well, back to the salt mines. I’ve got a design that I promised to have done on Wednesday that I’m still breaking code on. I’ve got to learn how to estimate time and cost more efficiently or I’ll end up in an early grave.